A blog about life as I know it
That diamond in the rough,
That person,
They can’t always be there.
Just like your pain,
It’s only temporary.
It goes on.
It may come back,
But your diamond will be there.
They will watch you,
Stay with you even,
Until you don’t need them,
Because like stars they are always there,
Even when you can’t see them.
Why do things hurt?
Why isn’t there an answer?
It always seems raw, like skin.
It always hurts like a knife.
It’s physical,
Mental,
It’s there.
It feels like fear, but distinctly,
You know it’s not.
People will be there for you,
Because there is always a diamond in the rough.
People are good,
People are bad.
People feel pain,
They also feel mad.
They don’t know,
What to do,
They are clueless,
And blame it on me and you.
The death toll reaches 6,669, there are 261,438 people on their death beds. These people didn’t know that the next epidemic would hit them. They were just regular people going about their days. The coronavirus came upon us due to some peoples’ lack of hygiene. I don’t want to point fingers, but this virus did come from China, it’s not rude, it’s just a fact. This epidemic, no matter how bad, has taught us something, our hygiene around the world needs to improve. It needs to be fixed. Only the future will tell how we do, but let this be a learning experience, as all of our lives have been. We learned how to create governments, how to treat disease, we have even learned to control and create technology. If we can do all that then there is hope that we can overcome this virus, just like we did all the others. It’s not my place to judge or to give hope if I didn’t think there was. I only tell the truth, and the truth is that we can get over this. It may take some time, but yes we can.
On February 4th, 2020, Mrs.Pelosi, Speaker of The House, decided it was best to throw a tantrum in front of the whole world, who most likely now thinks the United States of America is a joke. I just wonder if this woman ever thought that maybe the President didn’t shake her hand because one, she tried to impeach him, two, he didn’t even shake his own Vice-President’s hand so why would he shake hers? Or maybe even three, he simply didn’t see her hand. She has taken this so offensively, but honestly what did she expect, a hug and a kiss? A cookie for trying to impeach one of the best president’s we’ve ever had? This time instead of having a message for democrats in general, I have a message for Nancy Pelosi. Did you seriously believe that this would turn out well? I understand that you are a grown woman and I am just a girl, but every being in the entire universe and beyond has at least some sort of common sense. You just tried to IMPEACH the PRESIDENT. Mrs.Pelosi has embarrassed the United States of America. She has created a mockery of us. She hasn’t realized yet that Mr.President did the right thing. Also, I’m sorry to put Nancy Pelosi on the spot, but she’s definitely not a child anymore she’s the exact opposite. My only hope is that we can pick up from where we left off and continue to help America. I also hope that Mrs.Pelosi gains some common sense this year.
Sorry I’m FOUR DAYS late, but better late than never, right? 2019, was filled head to toe with good things, bad things, mediocre things, but it was the year where I decided to give my crazy writing a chance to prove itself. Although I wish I would have had more comments, I want to say thank you to all of those people who gave me a chance and read what I couldn’t say. I want to say thank you to my mom who made this possible and introduced me to books, to my grandpa for always putting me up to bat when I needed it and for always being my favorite person, to my stepdad for always being real with me, to my grandmas for always making me laugh and making me feel better, to my dad whom I always feel the need to make happy, to my stepmom for saying the things I didn’t want to but needed to hear, to my sisters for always making me laugh, and also one more for my younger sister who I made a book for that started all of this. Lastly, I want to thank all of my family and friends for always being there, so, Happy New Year and may it be filled with blessings for you and your family.
Merry Christmas! So sorry this post came in the day BEFORE New Year’s Eve, but I just knew I had to do one, even if it was late. Presents around the tree, St. Nick’s coming down the chimney. Christmas is a tradition, a holiday when Santa Clause is coming, when family from everywhere comes, when presents are the most vivid for some. Christmas is a holiday to be with family, it’s a holiday that a lot of people can call a favorite. Spend time with family, smile, laugh, even love sometimes. Christmas isn’t all about the gifts, so Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night!
December 5th, in coral gables, Florida, a shoot out occurred. It involved a stolen UPS vehicle, two burglars, and two harmless victims. One of which was a UPS driver, the hostage who was killed by random shots. Another was, a random person sitting in their car on their way home probably to their own family, to their own wife or husband or even kids. Those police officers should not have shot, they had THIRTEEN cops chasing after these two burglars. I know cops who know coral gables, Miami Dade, and Broward’s positions when in this situation. These cops told me that those cops could have done something different, that they did not have to shoot. The thing that bugs me is that some people are saying that those cops should’ve shot. I am not a person who usually goes against cops, but they were wrong there, they should not have shot. Police officers were appointed their positions to protect us, yet they might have killed innocent people who got caught in the crossfire. I know that they knew that those two ex-convicts weren’t going to kill that UPS driver. They would have caught them elsewhere these cops killed this UPS driver while he was escaping…I know that it was an accident, but why did they even start shooting? December 5th, 2019, marks another day that humankind, the humankind that I know at least, slips away. I hope that this doesn’t happen again, but I live in the real world where it probably will happen again. I hope, but hope can only last for so long.
“As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.” By: John Fitzgerald Kennedy. Happy Thanksgiving! Sorry, it’s late, but I was busy with all the festivities that accompany Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is a time for family, for happiness, thankfulness, it’s a time where people’s eyes usually open up. I wonder though if it’s only because of Thanksgiving. Lots of people don’t care what happens to him or her, but they don’t realize that a child or person or baby with an infectious disease like cancer, they aren’t just thankful on Thanksgiving. They thank god that they are alive every day that they are because they don’t know if today is their last day, their last hour, last minute, last second. They don’t know, so they live their lives like is if there really is no tomorrow. We are usually wrapped up in ourselves and our own problems. It’s human nature, but what if that was changed? What if we did care all 365 days of the year? I don’t think it’s possible because you can’t care all the time, sometimes it’s okay to not care. I am my own person and I’m always grateful, but I can’t always care. Happy Thanksgiving!
Ever just feel out of place? Like all your friends are there but suddenly you’re the third wheel, suddenly you feel like the tag-along. This new world is sour to you, new to you. Change is good, but suddenly there’s arguments, there’s fights about whether or not she belongs, or he belongs, they’ve even questioned you, but that’s not what makes your feelings change, not one bit, it’s not even when they scream in your face. It’s when you realize you don’t have those easy laughs, those goofy smiles, that’s when you realize, that’s it, I don’t need these people, I am lost. You want to walk around, get up, stretch your legs, but you’re really just leaving, you need to get away. You get called dramatic, retort back an even better answer. You get called a bad friend, tell them to look in the mirror. It’s only so long that you can be nice, that you can sit back and watch, at some point you’re going to break it out a little, even if you scream. Your friends will bring you to the side ask you what’s up and make you laugh, or they’ll ignore you, walk away, and talk behind your back. Those are usually the ones who’ll try to give you a lecture. You may be quiet or you may tell them that you don’t need one and to just forget about it. All these things course through your head leaving behind little notes, but you already know, you know they might be gone, so you just walk away, not scared, but too tired, tired of having to be the one who gets screamed at, tired of it all.
Controversy is good at times, the problems it causes, not so much. -theidiosyncratic. These problems usually lead to a dramatic series of events. Drama is annoying, it can tear apart friendships, families, and relationships. Drama doesn’t really help a person. I have drama, it tore up my family, my dad gets in fights with my mom, it tore up my friends, my friends all hate each other. I know I’m not the first or last person who will have drama ruin something. My problems aren’t important, they’re just there needing someone to read them, listen to them, understand them, the same way you have your own problems. I can’t write something and expect people who read my blog to like it. That’s up to you. I would like to read or listen to some of your problems, the way to comment is to click on the name of what you’re reading and scroll down. I really do hope someone tells me their side of the story, it would be nice to hear, or read.
