This Self-Forbidden Love…

Before you waste your time on me… Let me tell you why I’m unworthy.  I’ve cheated and I’ve lied. I’ve manipulated many at a time.  I’ve seen the truth I’ve craved it. I lost it and forgave it, but it ran away again. It’s nowhere to be found.  So how can you trust me? Not when I’m this down, My mind has been put into perspective. I’ve seen your face and I’ve fallen so hard, that I must confess, That I can promise,  One day I will be at your side. One day I can promise that we will be, always. I can promise all of this, I just don’t know when it will happen. Whether in this life, or perhaps the next, But know I will always love you, until times’ end. I will try and try and try all over again.  I can promise you this, again and again and again…